I just have to have two.
...sweetbeautifulfunnyamazinglovingwonderful little ones.
I just have to.
That is all.
(Hey, gimme a break. This is the only space in which I can actually speak/write/say these words out loud. I tried to do so in real life, told my parents that I did another insemination in early October, and let's just say they were less than supportive. It's hard because like it or not, in my heart of hearts I do care what they think.)
I so hope I can give it another shot in January. Happy new year to me?