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Just Us Girls

...one SMC's adventures in single motherhood.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya, tomorrow, you're only a day away...

Yup. Tomorrow is my first iui since the birth of my daughter. What a mix of emotions: hope, excitement, nervousness, cynicism, and even a touch of downright fear. What if it doesn't work? What if it DOES work? How will my life change? How will K's life change? How will I handle the disappointment if it doesn't work? What if the unexpected happens and I can't do the iui after all? Just take all of the above and mix it into a ball and put it right into the pit of my stomach. I followed my RE's instructions to the letter and gave myself the trigger shot last night at 8:50 pm, exactly 36 hours before my scheduled iui. My appointment is at 8:50 am tomorrow. I'm heading back to school right after, no time to relax, unfortunately, except for the 15-20 minutes of resting on the table right after. But regardless I'm going to try to relax a bit at school and stay off my feet as often as possible. It's going to be SOOO hard to not get my hopes up. I have to confess that I'm already hoping, hard.

Wish me luck!!

6 comments:

  1. I do wish you the best of luck--it's an exciting day!

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  2. Good luck, and baby dust to you! Hope everything goes well!

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  3. Woohoo! Congrats on being PUPO! I hope the two week wait flies by, and ends with two lines on a stick!

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  4. Good Luck, Heather!! All my fingers and toes are crossed for you! May the next two weeks go by super quick :)

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